{"id":"22827","url":"https://rhkorea.com/post/22827","title":"블루 악토버 \" Hate me\"","author":{"display_name":"luvrock"},"published_at":"2007-02-15T02:51:54.000Z","updated_at":null,"content_text":"Hate me I have to block out thoughts ofyou So I don't lost my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone playing movies in my head that makes a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of peace is all I want for you will you never call again and will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face and will you never try to reach me it is I that wanted space hate me today Hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things I didn't do for you hate me in ways yea ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see what's good for you I'm sober now for three whole months It's one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way to hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind hate me today Hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things I didn't do for you hate me in ways yea ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see what's good for you with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made and like a baby boy I never was a man until I saw your blue eyes cry and held your face in my hand and then I fell down yelling make it go away just make her smile come back and shine just like it use to be and then she whispered how can you do this to me hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things I didn't do for you hate me in ways yea ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see what's good for you for you for you... 질문 : 헤잇 미 이 부분이 \"나를 미워해\"일까요? 아님 \" 내자신이 싫어\" 이런 뜻일까요?","content_html":"<br />\r\nHate me<br />\r\n<br />\r\nI have to block out thoughts ofyou<br />\r\nSo I don't lost my head<br />\r\nthey crawl in like a cockroach<br />\r\nleaving babies in my bed<br />\r\n<br />\r\ndropping little reels of tape<br />\r\nto remind me that I'm alone<br />\r\nplaying movies in my head<br />\r\nthat makes a porno feel like home<br />\r\n<br />\r\nThere's a burning in my pride<br />\r\na nervous bleeding in my brain<br />\r\nan ounce of peace is all I want for you<br />\r\nwill you never call again<br />\r\n<br />\r\nand will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face<br />\r\nand will you never try to reach me it is I that wanted space<br />\r\n<br />\r\nhate me today<br />\r\nHate me tomorrow<br />\r\nhate me for all the things I didn't do for you<br />\r\n<br />\r\nhate me in ways<br />\r\nyea ways hard to swallow <br />\r\nhate me so you can finally see what's good for you<br />\r\n<br />\r\nI'm sober now for three whole months<br />\r\nIt's one accomplishment that you helped me with <br />\r\nthe one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again<br />\r\n<br />\r\nIn my sick way I want to thank you<br />\r\nfor holding my head up late at night<br />\r\nwhile I was busy waging wars on myself<br />\r\nyou were trying to stop the fight<br />\r\n<br />\r\nYou never doubted my warped opinions<br />\r\non things like suicidal hate<br />\r\nYou made me compliment myself<br />\r\nwhen it was way to hard to take<br />\r\n<br />\r\nSo I'll drive so fucking far away<br />\r\nthat I never cross your mind<br />\r\nand do whatever it takes in your heart<br />\r\nto leave me behind<br />\r\n<br />\r\nhate me today<br />\r\nHate me tomorrow<br />\r\nhate me for all the things I didn't do for you<br />\r\n<br />\r\nhate me in ways<br />\r\nyea ways hard to swallow<br />\r\nhate me so you can finally see what's good for you<br />\r\n<br />\r\nwith a sad heart I say bye to you and wave<br />\r\nkicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made<br />\r\nand like a baby boy I never was a man<br />\r\nuntil I saw your blue eyes cry and held your face in my hand<br />\r\n<br />\r\nand then I fell down yelling make it go away<br />\r\njust make her smile come back and shine just like it use to be<br />\r\nand then she whispered how can you do this to me<br />\r\n<br />\r\nhate me today<br />\r\nhate me tomorrow<br />\r\nhate me for all the things I didn't do for you<br />\r\n<br />\r\nhate me in ways<br />\r\nyea ways hard to swallow<br />\r\nhate me so you can finally see what's good for you for you for you...<br />\r\n<br />\r\n질문 : 헤잇 미 이 부분이 \"나를 미워해\"일까요? 아님 \" 내자신이 싫어\" 이런 뜻일까요?","comments_count":1,"related_services":{"okcomputer":{"url":"https://rhkorea.com/okcom","guide":"https://rhkorea.com/okcom/guide.md","html":"https://rhkorea.com/okcom/read","feedback_form":"https://rhkorea.com/okcom/feedback","source_url":"https://rhkorea.com/post/22827","optional":true}}}